{"id":314,"date":"2010-09-05T09:06:20","date_gmt":"2010-09-05T17:06:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/?p=314"},"modified":"2010-09-05T09:06:20","modified_gmt":"2010-09-05T17:06:20","slug":"anticipation-train","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/?p=314","title":{"rendered":"Anticipation train"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-316\" title=\"bart-train\" src=\"\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/09\/bart-train-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"bart-train\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" \/>The holiday weekend comes and I am so excited. Looking forward in an unZen way. So I remind myself to be here now and I&#8217;m awaren of the slight fizziness in my abdomen as if there were champagne in there. I&#8217;m aware of expectations: that I will have time, large luxurious swathes of time. Of course there aren&#8217;t enough hours for the reading and movie watching and yoga and cooking and and writing and\u00c2\u00a0 sleeping in and organizing that I keep adding to the list.<\/p>\n<p>So just for now I will be aware of this train ride I&#8217;m actually on. It smells like dry cleaner fluid and shampoo in here. The soft murmurs are punctuated gently by the futuristic swooshing of the tracks and the rude too-loud staticky blur of the conductor announcing the next stop. It is loving kindness day so I breathe the scattered riders in. May they be healed in their difficulties. May they extend loving kindness to others.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The holiday weekend comes and I am so excited. Looking forward in an unZen way. So I remind myself to be here now and I&#8217;m awaren of the slight fizziness in my abdomen as if there were champagne in there. I&#8217;m aware of expectations: that I will have time, large luxurious swathes of time. Of [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-314","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-loving-kindness"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/314","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=314"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/314\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=314"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=314"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=314"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}