{"id":25,"date":"2007-09-26T06:41:00","date_gmt":"2007-09-26T14:41:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net?p=25"},"modified":"2007-09-26T06:41:00","modified_gmt":"2007-09-26T14:41:00","slug":"cheating","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/?p=25","title":{"rendered":"Cheating"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/zenjones.canyonlink.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2007\/09\/735820021.jpg\" title=\"735820021.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" align=\"left\" src=\"\/wp-content\/uploads\/2007\/09\/735820021.thumbnail.jpg\" hspace=\"4\" alt=\"735820021.jpg\" title=\"735820021.jpg\" \/><\/a>I need my distractions. <em>Need<\/em> them. It looks like if I don&#8217;t have them I invent new things, and the new things are too distracting, they don&#8217;t fit. I&#8217;ve refined my distractions to work nicely with my life, protecting me from awake-ness while still allowing me to function.<\/p>\n<p>So in a fit of pique,\u00c3\u201a I cheated. I read during breakfast this morning, and then I just read while I was drying my hair. These were two things I gave up for Practice Period. So I am noticing my &#8220;bad zen student!&#8221; thoughts, and my justifying thoughts (&#8220;I <em>need<\/em> them!).<\/p>\n<p>Today I will notice escapes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I need my distractions. Need them. It looks like if I don&#8217;t have them I invent new things, and the new things are too distracting, they don&#8217;t fit. I&#8217;ve refined my distractions to work nicely with my life, protecting me from awake-ness while still allowing me to function. So in a fit of pique,\u00c3\u201a I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-25","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=25"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=25"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=25"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=25"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}