{"id":198,"date":"2009-10-09T19:53:30","date_gmt":"2009-10-10T03:53:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/?p=198"},"modified":"2009-10-09T19:53:30","modified_gmt":"2009-10-10T03:53:30","slug":"in-gratitude","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zenjones.bravoecho.net\/?p=198","title":{"rendered":"In gratitude"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"gratitude\"One of my practice period intensifiers was a short meditation period in the evening. I think I’ve committed to this for five years running and never made it through the first week.<\/p>\n

I’ve changed it to the Daily Review, which Ezra talks about in his book Being Zen<\/em>. At the end of the day, I\u00c2\u00a0get in bed, and I go over my day in my mind. It’s a little tricky to stay on track–my mind wants to examine things in more depth, judge, blame, all the usual stuff. But I catch myself and soldier on to the end of the day. Then I think of the things I was grateful for, and the things I feel remorse for.<\/p>\n

And just like the book says, the more I do this, the more I notice things I’m grateful for during the day. And I also notice things I feel remorse for right away.<\/p>\n

Last night I noticed that I’m grateful\u00c2\u00a0for the situation I was born into–this period in time, this social class, this place. I’m grateful for my healthy genes, and for my husband’s sense of humor, for Annie’s haikus and Susan’s story about the birds on the lake. I’m grateful for this practice and all the people who sit with me in the group, and talk about their experience, so I can be aware of my reactions.<\/p>\n

I feel remorse that I didn’t talk to my neighbors as they moved out, and now I’ll never have a chance.<\/p>\n

Today, my menu item was “Be aware of attachment to outcome.” Every time the message popped up on my computer or lit up my phone, I was attached to an outcome. But the reminder made me aware, and once I was aware, it was pretty easy to give up the attachment. Much easier than giving up judging or blaming.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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